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The blog is basically about my point of view, my life, my philosophy.sorry for all the grammatical error.
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BAD RESULT.







Hey..

Today, as usual. nothing to do besides sitting in front of my laptop.

So. today my final exam result came out and turned out not very good.
2.47
Could you believe that?
2.47
That's bad for me.
I don't know why. But I think i'm quite angry at myself.
I'm just- speechless.
and the thing that I really hate when people really want to know your pointer.
Like seriously.
I know you got good pointer.
The thing is- just shut the hell up.
Don't ask other people how much is their pointer.

I don't know...
I just feel like....
College years is so important.
even though it's not a bad grade.
But I think I can do a lot more than that.

And I don't know why..
I really hate this line...
'It's okay mate. You can do better next time!'
I really hate that line when this kind of situation like right now happened.
and there is one roommate that really really want to know everybody's pointer.
and I really annoys him so much from the first time I knew him.

My roommate: Fiki, how much you got?
Me: Not good mate.
My roommate: Come on tell me how much you got?

Like literally why he wants to know my pointer so much?
So I asked him to tell his pointer first.

My roommate: I got 2.59. Mine is sooo bad. come on seriously tell me yours.
Me: I'm a little bit lower that yours.
My roommate: come on. don't playing with me now. tell me yours.
Me: Okokok. I got 2.47. Happy now? Now i want to go to sleep.
My roommate: My god. hmm.

We ended the conversation with "My god. hmm."
That reaction really pisses me off.
Seriously.
The thing that he talked to me like that- is seriously made me feel so down.

I think i'm done..
I wanna eat some fruits right now...

peace out...