" Well you can try to get her but you have to get ready for what her answers was so that you didn't get so frustrated. And please don't affect your studies. that's all." That's what her friend told me.
and then the conversation ended.
Back in my room, I was laying down on my bed. Looking through the window. Thinking. For a long period of time.
" well, i'm totally hooked up by her. let's try this." My inner self told me.
Well basically we're communicating through whatsapp like there is nothing happened. She didn't even knew that I liked her. (I guess?) well basically we're talking as usual.
Not a lot of people in my class knew that I was having a crush on her. Several people were knew including my roommates, her girl friends, two of my classmates that I trusted, and my mom.
we actually did having a date (well it's not a date actually, she just wanted me to helped her find a new laptop) well we didn't talked much through the outing. I was suggesting the kind of laptop that suited her. Instead, she just smiled like she doesn't know what to do because she doesn't know anything about specs of a laptop. We did bought it at the end.
We did having a lunch at Mac Donald (well she's kind of wanted it by looking at her expression) and I bring her to Mcdonalds for lunch. After we've done having lunch, we just sat for a while and having conversation.. more like knowing each other. After a long period of time, we decided to go back to the hostel.
I send her all the way to the gate of her hostel, I was trying to bid farewell to her but my mind at that time like wanted to know her more and more and more and not going to let her go. But i knew she would just go away. Suddenly, I just didn't know what happened to me at that time, I called her name and said to her the most ridiculous yet cringy things I have ever said.
"HEY, YOU LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL TODAY"
and her reaction? of course she felt all embarassed and replied:
"EIII!! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!? IT'S RIDICULOUS!"
and she just straight out going to her hostel.
multiple facepalm kept on coming on my face. I went back, feeling embarassed.
That night, i'm having a chat with her on whatsapp and told me that she doesn't want to get complimented.
Now I know a part of her that I didn't know.
and stories goes all the way to the end... which is not a very good ending...
